I was thinking the other night. I don't draw enough. I worked hard on my portfolio and got into a good university. What do I do now? I feel like I don't deserve this. Other art students live art & breath art; they are so passionate about it. Meanwhile, I am home just chilling. I love art and all, but I feel like I am distracted.

I went to the graduating exhibit at OCAD the other week and I was asking myself if I could see myself draw like that in 4 years. My answer was no. I feel so immature and I would probably have to work my ass off to get where they are. I dunno, maybe illustration isn't my thing. I will find out after first year I guess.

From now on, I will draw more.

AHhhh.. can't believe I will be picking university schedule in a couple of weeks. I am not ready.